Black Earth
HospitalxBomber - The Christ Illusion
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The Christ Illusion
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Telling me to pray
But I’m not seeing shit
Just the bastard of a ghost
Nailed to a crucifix
Bodies piled up far as eyes can see
At the end of the day “god” has it out for me
Jesus…
The truth is this
No Man
No God
No Devil

My stupid band is a part of this awesome fucking comp! check it out.. 
Bands include: Brutal Truth, Noisear, Defeatist, Stapled Shut, and many more.

http://grindoplis420.bandcamp.com/album/grinding-for-a-cure-volume-4

Hospital Bomber - Realist
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this is one of the songs from the upcoming Hospital Bomber EP..

Body positivity, FUCK what the media says is and isn’t “beautiful”!

"Realist"
Beauty has no fucking meaning
When seen through the vainest of eyes
Choking and suffering
For shit we don’t need in our lives
Beauty is a fallacy
I’ll be beautiful when I’m dead
Teeth rotting from my head
I’ll be beautiful when I’m dead
Beauty
No matter the time
No matter the day
No matter the time
No matter the words they say
Size zero
Cocaine nosebleed
Black-heart blonde haired beauty queen
Size zero
Cocaine nosebleed
Bullshit
magazine fantasy
Beauty is a fucking joke
I seriously hope you fucking choke

tonights fucking trainwreck

hospital bombers show next week

hospital bombers show next week

show we got added to 2 days ago…

show we got added to 2 days ago…

petitechatonn:

blackxearth:

petitechatonn:

Why would you post something that literally has nothing to do with feminism at all. I just don’t understand.

we live in a world of double standards, equal rights means EQUAL EVERYTHING! ie: lay hands, get hands layed on. if youre a woman AND the aggressor, when you touch then get touched, dont ham it up for the cops and play up the gender difference to show how you’re the “victim” when you were the aggressor…
come on now, tumblr activists, I know you’re gonna repost this to show how im a “misogynistic pig” and all that bullshit rhetoric that comes along with tumblr activism. 
get fucked

I understand what you’re saying, and it’s a great point! But it wasn’t what I was trying to say hahaha. I was just ranting a little because I’m quite annoyed with this person’s post. I spoke earlier with this person and his friend and I explained feminism (his friend is also male and he clearly understood feminism). We explained that feminism is equality between all sexes and he seemed to not want to listen to what we were saying and said that feminists are against men and his friend and I told him that those are the people who don’t understand feminism. About an hour ago, he posts this picture giving his opinion on what he thinks feminism is (which he was obviously trying to get my attention to try and start an unnecessary discussion), this in return annoyed the crap out of me, because he did not seem to give a shit about what his friend and I had to say earlier in the day. He also could’ve just messaged me privately and brought the topic up with just myself. So I came on here to rant a bit.
I’m not here to call you a “misogynist pig” or start an unnecessary argument with you, I’m just trying to help you understand that I posted that picture as a little rant. My apologies if it confused you or offended you in any way.

no worries, I totally understood what you meant.
basically it was just me going off on a tangent about the hypocrisy ive personally seen by people who claim to be feminists. I dont believe hitting a woman is equality, as someone has pointed out claiming my post as such. I was raised by women and ive NEVER put hands on a woman, because its just not something I feel is just. but I personally think that if a woman physically assaults a man, said man should be allowed to physically restrain the woman, nothing more nothing less. 
I personally have been arrested for pushing an ex off of me because she was punching me in the face after she tried to stab me and I broke out in laughter, and of course the people who were outside when this went down told the cops that they never saw her hit me, but that I was being aggressive towards her. when the cops talked to her, she turned on the waterworks and then when they cuffed me, she was laughing at me and joking with them.. so yeah, when it comes to these things, I do my best to bite my tongue because of past experiences.. until the last 6 years, ive had horrible luck with women. oh well, whoa is me amirite?

petitechatonn:

blackxearth:

petitechatonn:

Why would you post something that literally has nothing to do with feminism at all. I just don’t understand.

we live in a world of double standards, equal rights means EQUAL EVERYTHING! ie: lay hands, get hands layed on. if youre a woman AND the aggressor, when you touch then get touched, dont ham it up for the cops and play up the gender difference to show how you’re the “victim” when you were the aggressor…

come on now, tumblr activists, I know you’re gonna repost this to show how im a “misogynistic pig” and all that bullshit rhetoric that comes along with tumblr activism. 

get fucked

I understand what you’re saying, and it’s a great point! But it wasn’t what I was trying to say hahaha. I was just ranting a little because I’m quite annoyed with this person’s post. I spoke earlier with this person and his friend and I explained feminism (his friend is also male and he clearly understood feminism). We explained that feminism is equality between all sexes and he seemed to not want to listen to what we were saying and said that feminists are against men and his friend and I told him that those are the people who don’t understand feminism. About an hour ago, he posts this picture giving his opinion on what he thinks feminism is (which he was obviously trying to get my attention to try and start an unnecessary discussion), this in return annoyed the crap out of me, because he did not seem to give a shit about what his friend and I had to say earlier in the day. He also could’ve just messaged me privately and brought the topic up with just myself. So I came on here to rant a bit.

I’m not here to call you a “misogynist pig” or start an unnecessary argument with you, I’m just trying to help you understand that I posted that picture as a little rant. My apologies if it confused you or offended you in any way.

no worries, I totally understood what you meant.

basically it was just me going off on a tangent about the hypocrisy ive personally seen by people who claim to be feminists. I dont believe hitting a woman is equality, as someone has pointed out claiming my post as such. I was raised by women and ive NEVER put hands on a woman, because its just not something I feel is just. but I personally think that if a woman physically assaults a man, said man should be allowed to physically restrain the woman, nothing more nothing less. 

I personally have been arrested for pushing an ex off of me because she was punching me in the face after she tried to stab me and I broke out in laughter, and of course the people who were outside when this went down told the cops that they never saw her hit me, but that I was being aggressive towards her. when the cops talked to her, she turned on the waterworks and then when they cuffed me, she was laughing at me and joking with them.. so yeah, when it comes to these things, I do my best to bite my tongue because of past experiences.. until the last 6 years, ive had horrible luck with women. oh well, whoa is me amirite?

Hospital Bomber - PCFDM (PC Fascist Death Machine)

[TW: Sexual Assault, rape culture, victim blaming]

His lips crushed mine, stopping my protest. He kissed me angrily, roughly, his other hand gripping tight around the back of my neck, making escape impossible. I shoved against his chest with all my strength, but he didn’t even seem to notice. His mouth was soft, despite the anger, his lips molding to mine in a warm, unfamiliar way.

I grabbed at his face, trying to push it away, failing again. He seemed to notice this time, though, and it aggravated him. His lips forced mine open, and I could feel his hot breath in my mouth.

Acting on instinct, I let my hands drop to my side, and shut down. I opened my eyes and didn’t fight, didn’t feel… just waited for him to stop.

Twilight: Eclipse p. 331 (Bella and Jacob’s first kiss)

This is rape culture.

Young women are taught to think of this passage - which describes sexual assault - as erotic. Young men are taught to force their will on young women, regardless of any (non)verbal cues, because sex is conquest and women are objects - not something to be done between two consenting individuals because it’s pleasurable for both people.


The most frightening thing about this excerpt is that many survivors of sexual assault who have disclosed to me describe stories that sound exactly like this one.

(via profeministbro)

tumblr user clockward submitted this to us. read at your leisure.

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Vomiting everywhere

(via arilyn-anson Well shit, i didn’t know it was this bad. Wow. (via fuckthacistem)

The lines before that:

    He still had my chin—his fingers holding too tight, till it hurt—and I saw the resolve form abruptly in his eyes.
    “N—-” I started to object, but it was too late.

And after he assaulted her she punched him in the face but due to his “super human strength” she broke her hand, said “Don’t touch me!” and then:

    “Just let me drive you home,” Jacob insisted. Unbelievably, he had the nerve to wrap his arm around my waist.

    I jerked away from him.

And then:

    When he got in the driver’s side, he was whistling.

AND THEN while he was driving:

    “…There is so much I can give you that he can’t. I’ll bet he couldn’t even kiss you like that—-because he would hurt you. I would never, never hurt you, Bella.”

    I held up my injured hand.

    He sighed. “That wasn’t my fault. You should have known better.”

And then:

    He grinned over at me. “You kissed me back.”

    I gasped, unthinkingly balling my hands up into fists again, hissing when my broken hand reacted.

    “Are you okay?” he asked. 

     “I did not.”

    “I think I can tell the difference.”

    “Obviously you can’t——that was not kissing back, that was trying to get you the hell off me, you idiot.”

    He laughed a low, throaty laugh. “Touchy. Almost overly defensive, I would say.

    I took a deep breath. There was no point in arguing with him; he would twist anything I said.

Then when she gets home, to where her father, Charlie, the police officer, is:

    “Why did she hit you?”

    “Because I kissed her,” Jacob said, unashamed.

    “Good for you, kid,” Charlie congratulated him.

(via wejustkeepswimming)

I didn’t read the citation first. I read the quote. I thought I was reading a woman’s account of how she was about to be raped, not a fucking passage from a romance novel. 

(via karenfelloutofbedagain)

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all I can say is, wow.. such disgust

pythox:

brigwife:

literally this was the post beneath this post on my dashboard…

nobodylaughsanymoree:

maiqilai:

godeepny:

       My van was stolen yesterday in Chicago with everything Danny and I own in it, along with 4 friends’ guitars/personal items. We’ve been away from home for nearly 6 months. Touring from New York to Florida, then out to LA. Stayed in LA for 3 months to write and record a full length while living in the van. And then planned to tour back through Canada finishing in NY.

         We got through Canada but lost everything yesterday in Chicago. The window was smashed out, and the van was taken in broad day light near Wicker Park. Total of somewhere near $25k worth of amps, guitars, recording equipment, and personal belongings. I’m going to try to update photos of all of the gear…I’ll post what would be most noticeable if it popped up somewhere around Chicago or anywhere.

          Also, Some people have reached out wanting to donate. It’s truly amazing how supportive friends have been. If you want to help out at all there is a paypal at godeepny@gmail.com

       Most of the gear, including the van, I bought from sleeping on my floor for 6 months while renting my room on airbnb and working full time at a Japanese restaurant.  Danny incurred about 10k in debt buying recording equipment to make a record that is now lost, as the four copies of mixes are on harddrives/computers/laptops in the van. We are feeling generally sick after pushing so hard to make music happen in our lives. If you want to help out, hit us on the paypal. Everything helps, and it will go directly to getting us back to being touring musicians.

        If you have any questions regarding anything or have any leads, email me at kris.kneale@gmail.com or get me on facebook. I’m gonna go buy a sweater now. It was cold last night. 

The Van

Green Ford E-350 2001

License Plate GKJ3343

Driver-side rear view mirror has black tape holding it up.

Rear right tire is missing it’s hubcap.

Dent at bottom of passenger rear door. And rust along the bottom edges.

Select Items that may be noticable

Seafoam Green Dillion Mosrite Guitar

Fender “Musicmaster II” Red Guitar Serial - 151330

Fender Telecaster Sunburst  Guitar - Serial - z9475201

Fender Telecaster White (Yellow Pickguard) Guitar Wear marks on front

Gibson Les Paul Signature “T” Guitar Truss rod cover changed for blank. Black/Cream binding Serial-134921439

Hohner Dark Brown Acoustic Guitar (repaired crack on the neck)

Yamaha FG-180 Acoustic Guitar Serial - 1528031

2013 Black Fender “p” Bass Guitar MIM With black Pick Guard

Universal Audio Solo 610 Preamp for Microphone

Pearl Export Drum Kit Dark Green, (Kick, two tom drums)

Zildjian K Custom 20” Ride Cymbal

Zildjian K Custom 13” Dark Hi-Hat Cymbals (pair)

Zildjian A Custom 16” Medium Crash

Zildjian “17” Fast Crash

Peavey JSX Head (Front Logo Missing)

Peavey 3120 Head

Marshall 4x12 Cab (Light Color Wood)

Acoustic 370 Bass Head

Acoustic 406 2x15 Bass Cabinet

Glyph Small Black External Hard Drive. ««<Whats on this drive means the world to us. There were 3 other copies…all on computers/hard drives in the van

LaCie Rugged Orange and Silver External Hard Drive ««<Whats on this drive means the world to us. There were 3 other copies…all on computers/hard drives in the van

Apogee Duet Sound Card Silver and Black

Strobo Stomp Tuner

http://godeepny.com

Paypal : godeepny@gmail.com

Contact: kris.kneale@gmail.com

Hey Chicago people (
therealvasqaitt sleepyshibe padfoot-prongs combatliberalism
et al) This is my friend’s band and this really fucking shitty stuff happened to them. I would forever be in your debt if you reblogged and shared this widely

hey, it’s a long shot, but spread the word and see if anyone can help find any of this stuff.